Still the question remains: why all this creation around me? And why the creation of this "filter" in front of the watcher, that I call "me"? Why do this has to be here and act in some ways in this surrounding, which is not real? I cant get to that point. Why am I needed, when there are so many, and behind all them only one being percieving? I am not the creator of all this, I don't want it, actually.